Subtle gym picture :p haha
Ate healthy today and what do you know, I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. ha. Swimming starts again tomorrow and I’m pretty excited for that. I have all my homework done so it looks like I’ll get to go to sleep early.
I don’t care how many guys say it’s gross, I’m a girl and I want abs of steel.
stop being pussies and get over your jealousy.
Note to Self
Remember that feeling you had at the waterpark with Cameron, Jake, and Zach. Remember that feeling when they were looking at other girls than you.
Do this so that you’ll be the one everyone’s looking at. Do this to feel invincible at the waterpark in your bikini.
Don’t give up. Cause the pain you feel during the workout is much better than the shit you feel when in a swimsuit.
me the second I get home from swim practice
So I went on an unexpected run today. I was supposed to show up to the Health and Science center at the local college to take the ACT at 8 am this morning. I had no idea where this building was supposed to be so I just went to the one that all of the high school kids were flocking to. Once inside, I heard some kids talking about how there were two buildings this year that the ACT is given and the other one was at the Health and Science centre. I asked them where that was and they said on the other side of campus. So with 4 minutes until test time, I had to sprint across the entire campus to take the ACT. And so I arrived in the room with all of my glory, clothes dripping from the rain, face red, and me wheezing from asthma.
It’s sort of silly to be insecure about your weight, really. I mean, it’s not like you can’t help it. It’s not like you were born exactly the way you are today. No. You ate/sat yourself into this state. You are the culprit of this crime. You are the only one to blame.
So what are you going to do? Sit around and mull over how life is so unfair and God is so cruel for making you fat while eating a bag of potato chips?
No.
You are going to get off your ass and do something about it. Why you? Cause you are the only one that cares enough and can actually make a difference. Your weight is totally controlable.
Don’t be insecure, just do something about it.
